im optimist♥

my dear lovely readers,

i've been sticking to my lappy since i woke up dis morning..browsing things on the net, updating my not-so-good-but-i-love-it blog, eating biscuits+cereals, making up my bed and some other routine stuff which i do every single day..haih,im so-not-knowing-what-to-do-and-i-seriously-need-a-life!..pathetic,huh?..ohhh,i am..-.-""

hmmmm...

life isn't always beautiful,kan?..there will be times,when u feel like everyone is ignoring you, leaving you to yourself all alone, letting your entire self to the lowest point, and eventually, you keep  on telling yourself that the world isn't a home to you  anymore..well,that sounds terrible..-.-"

u know what,i do feel like this sometimes..i mean,there are moments when i enjoyed every single tick of the clock to the fullest and at some other times, im not enjoying anything,at all..im accepting the fact that challenges come and go..and i have to deal with everything that comes into my way..im saying this because,for the past 20 years, i have been through lots and lots of obstacles..it's a normal thing..nothing wrong with failing here and there,every now and then..everyone experience failures after failures in lifei or else,what's life for?..im accepting fate positively and i believe Allah s.w.t has his own plan for me..his own better plan for me..dont you think so?.. :)

i dont mind failing.really,i do.i mean it. :)

❤αя¡ηα❤

marah pulak..haishhh~

My dearest readers,

saye nak cakap yg saye tak puas hati!!

huh!!

it's a small thing and u shouldn't be dat mad!

aiyooo~

i was just expressing my views,ok..i didn't find any relevant reason for u to be crazily-mad-and-pissoff over such a tiny thing!..why is it hard for u to accept ppl's opinions?..dude,u cant always be right..there are times,u need to listen and let others speak..haihhh~

nak marah,sayang pulak..nak jerit,jaoh sangat..nak pujok,xmakan pujok..nak pelok,xboleh pelok..ape yg boleh?..

mencabar keperempuanan gua!

arinaahadi

citer hari nie..

i definitely need to write sumthing...so,here i go...

hmmm...my day was biasa2 sahaja..nuthing much to say..actually,i have 3 classes today..but, i went to only 1 class which was miss noni 8 am class...law class was cancelled and im happy for that..hhuhuuhuu...got 1 class at 2 pm but...hehehehe....i skipped d class, end up sleeping very soundly in my room..muahahahaha..but im quite sure,my frens musti marah kaw2 punye same saye for not attending class..hehehe...

owwww yaa...miss noni did sumthing very surprising dis mornin..u noe wat,she just belanje d whole class mkn nasi lemak..waaaaa...suke2..huhuu...d best thing was,she allowed us to have dat nasi lemak in class and put away all d works...so,we ate dat nasi lemaks together2..took some photos as well...chatting around...making noise...and just enjoying d time...it was fun laa...xlaaa besttt sgt2 but then,sumthin to remember laa kan... =D

what else haa..hurmmm..we went out sekejap dis morning..went to simpang 3 just to ask bout our muet...n shooot!..i was supposed to do my muet at a school sumwhere in stampin but instead,in the slip it writes:smk petra jaya...aiyoooo!!...i hate disss...iskk..how am i goin to get there for d exam..they shud consider...tuka2 plak exam centre gua pahal??...agak mahu panasss juga lah tadi but what can i do?...so,gua rilek je laa...then,we went sekejap to d spring also....menemani dorunk nie shopping..sempatt gak nak suping2 nih..iskkk...tp lps tue,saye plak yg kelaparan kebuluran..so,i told them:jom rrr g makan!..so,kami puwn pegi melahap kejap..huhuhuu..had nasik (again...kan tadi dah mkn nasik lemak...mmg sngaja nak tmbah berat lorr) and ayam seketoi...kat sugarbun sahaje...tp okai laaa..kenyang jugak... =D

Eyhh..nak citer sket aa sal 1 thing yg keeps bothering me since yesterday...i shud begin with:i never thought dat love could be soooo difficult+complicated...hmmm...dah laa..xmau cakap..keep it to myself shaje laa...

sudahh laa key..malas mau tulis dah niee..buhbyeee for now.. 

~~xkesah dan xmau kesah~~

≈≈makanan minda≈≈

Dibawah ini adalah koleksi buku-buku yang jadi all time favret saya: 

 

(La Tahzan:jangan bersedih..an inspirational book..well,it helps me a lot not very long time ago..masa tue,i was like..errmmm,so very terrible,pathetic loser..-.-"""..luckily,mama bought this for me and it was amazingly+unexpectedly helpful...so,it definitely be my number one choice..=))

 

(secondly will be: pelangi,kami ingin ke sana..antologi cerpen remaja sebenarnya nie...i love reading cerita pendek more than a thick novel...byk gyk sebenarnya antologi cerpen yang lain..y i choose this one?..it's because:saya suka baca cerpen yang tajuknya diambil untuk jadi tajuk antologi ini..[err,paham ka??]..read this and you'll find it interesting too)

 
 

(nombor 3 nie is:mencari locus standi..was written by Nisah Hj Haron...it's about a girl (who's studying law) yang terpaksa fight for her right...lebih kurang mcm tu laa..baca laa..)

 
 

(the 4th one will be:Advencer Si Peniup Ney...yang ini terrrrrrr-sangat lah interesting nyaaaa...written by Faisal Tehrani...mcm biasalah,dalam majoriti tulisan saudara nie,mmg persoalan tentang islam dan budaya selalu jadi tema utama-nya..islamik laa..the main issue dalam buku ni is:budaya HEDONISME...tauk x apa ya hedonisme?...read this and you'll know...)

(6:20,the fifth one..written by Siti Jasmina Ibrahim...Basically,i love dis book sebab i like d way Siti Jasmina put her words and comes out with such an interesting story...suka laa nyan gaya penulisan penulis towk...)

actually,banyak gyk sebenarnya..p for d time being i just put my top 5 ol-time-fevret-buku-saya...sumanya buku-buku penulisan kreatif towk..memang i minat subjek sastera masa sekolah dlok...mun xmbik dpa,lamak dah i mbik penulisan kreatif kat ASWARA ya...hehe~~

~~impian yang tinggal impian~~

Time to::wake up! hurry up! and get a life,dear!

cik Arinaa tersayang:wake up!!...(screaming+shouting my lungs out..uhuk2)..

baru tersedar nieee dari mimpi yang panjang...

to make it simple:i've been "sleepin beautii" all dis while...siottt betoll laaa...

towk laa yang jadi bila terlalu me'manjak'kan dirik and xdulik ngan any other things as long as my own interests+needs+demands are fulfilled...hey dumbo,stop pampering urself...time to be an adult...-.^..errrr,not necessarily an adult laaa...just,start being more responsible,will you??...yes,you will!..no more excuses haa....like it or not,that's what you need to pay,gurl...

rite!...i have soooooo many things to do...i mean maaaaaaany maaaaany things to do...(melampau nie,not dat much laa actually..hehe~)...here goes da "things":

i. Mdm Rin nyer keje...assignment individual...

ii. Miss Noni punyer assignment...individual jugak nihh...

iii. Financial plan for etr...manyak susah wooo...sudah laa keje i paling last...nak compile2 lagik...nak edit2 lagi...aduhhhh duhhh duhhh....

iv. and also..research kami laa...to be prepared for Mdm Eli...yang nie okay laa..in progress...not soo good but yet,nice...(ape niee??..huhuhu~)

well..in fact,there are some other things to be done..the ones listed above are my CURRENT PRIORITIES...urgent laa maksudnye...urgent sangat..huhuhu~~...im not complaining key...i am just REMINDING and INFORMING my ownself...so cik Arinaa,u better get started and stop me'rapu'ing girl!..haha!

what more to say aaa??..oh ya,i got to learn a lot bout this thing today..it is what people call::CONFLICT...

normal laa kan bila kita ada konflik?..benda biasa and yet, i believe it is never easy dealing with conflicts..agree?..betol laa...conflicts mean:we are stuck in the middle of sumwhere with lots of confusions+depression+pressures+tense and manyak lagi laa...mind you,its hard to resolve conflict and dispute niee..(ayat IR nih..hihihi)...ye laaa,manusia nie bukan dapat difahami 100%..lain org lain laaa caranya...lain org lain laa HATInya....xkan same kowt...lain laaa..iskkk,laaaaiiinnnn wa cakap lu....

bencik jwak laa bila dlm situasi2 yang tdk menyenangkan towk...suma benda xpat nak dipolah...palak utak nang bingong jak...sumtimes,buleh kacow kesihatan jwak towk...nasehat kmk laa kn:bila ada konflik ka,problem ka,masalah ka...jaga dirik lok laa...bia urg berolah ngan kita,jgn kita berolah ngan drik sndrik...okay?..jaga drik ya...

Paling penting kan..kekalkan drik lam arus alpha..tenang kan drik..chill laa oww..jgn cepat melatah...xda problem xpat diselesaikan...^^

eyh,im talking as if im soooo damn goood in handling conflict kn?..actually,im not...im talking based on my past experiences...well,what can i say...people do learn from mistakes....=)

so,my dearest...dun cry,be strong seKUAT power root,be happy seGUMBIRA kanak-kanak,take it and fight it all the way..InsyaAllah,you'll find the best way out..^.^

::arinaa is waking up and getting a life..after all,life goes on..::

live.love.laugh.rockandroll

^.^

balik,balik,balik!

HOME SWEEEEEEEET HOME!! ^^
selamat pulang!

hehe...
im home, at last....
wat a great+wonderful feelin to be at home...
Alhamdulillah.... =D

last week punya kisah...
hari-hari yang benar-benar menguji ketabahan hati saya...aiyaaaa~~
perlu menghadap pihak atas-atasan untuk menjawab persoalan mereka tentang hal yang tiada kaitan langsung dengan diri ini...hurmmmm...
ringkasnya:nasib malang..agak malang...memang malang!..iskkkk...

tapi,terima kasih utk tuan pengarah kampus...
kes tutup akhirnya..
yippie!..xda kusut lagi... =D

(muka innocent sblom msk court riya...epy jakk kan??..padahalll..menanges2 tuee dpn prof wan akil...siot jerrr kan??..hahaha..aku yg a bit ngekss dat time~~)

bonus minggu ini:kembali ke tanah air..yeaaaaa!

hidup ini seronok rupanya.... =D

Minggu yg memenatkan....

Permulaan hari yang baik...Alhamdulillah...

Lama sudah rasanya saya tdk berkata-kata...
kekangan masa+tugas+beban+kerja yang tidak sudah2 memaksa saya untuk menumpukan perhatian lebih kepada tanggungjawab saya sebagai pelajar...
Satu assignment dah siap dibereskan dengan jayanya...syukur!.. ^.^

Kelas Industrial Relations dibatalkan tiba-tiba hari ini...
Sudahnya, library itu menjadi tempat persinggahan kami pada petang ini...
Tujuannya : mencari bahan untuk kajian...Since supervisor telah dicari,ada tugas yang perlu diselesaikan...
Minggu ini temanya : KERJA,KERJA,KERJA!!

Banyak juga sebenarnya perkara+kejadian2 tidak dijangka berlaku secara tiba2 minggu ini...
Sesak nafas juga dibuatnya...adehhhhh~
Ada ketika rasanya, mahu sahaja saya menghamburkan sejuta rasa amarah yang menggelegak dalam hati...
Tapi, api amarah itu padam sendiri juga akhirnya...Syukurlah~~
Saya perlu memikirkan tentang banyak lagi perkara2 yang memerlukan perhatian saya...
Terlalu melayan perasaan sendiri buat saya jadi bodoh..iskk!

Pening!...kusut!...kacau!...
ada fasa yang saya lalui minggu lalu yang benar2 meguji keimanan saya....
dugaan itu tidaklah sebesar mana...
namun, cukuplah untuk buat saya mengalirkan air mata buat kali ke berapa entah...isk!..
::ini saya tidak suka!::
saya akan cuba bertenang...berdamai dengan diri...
berhenti berperang dengan perasaan!...
Keputusan itu muktamad!...
NOKTAH!
kes ini tutup!..

Saat dan ketika ini: apa2 perasaan yg tidak patut perlu wajib saya ketepikan...
Put aside all that unnnecessary feelings and thoughts ya!...
Perlu kekal dalam arus Alpha...
Apa2 yg terjadi perlu saya terima dengan penuh redha...(berserah na bunyi saya kowh..huhu)..

Saya percaya pada takdir Allah..itulah yg sebetulnya...

Hadapi dengan senyuman....