Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Setelah sekian lama tak mengemaskini blog,hari ini hati tiba-tiba tergerak untuk menulis lagi disini.

I've been through so many things this past few days. No word can exactly explain what is it that i feel now, deep inside my heart. I try to be as calm as possible but yet, i failed. It's not that I'm having the hardest time of my life. It's just that, i feel hopeless. Demotivated. and many others undescribed mixed feelings. :'(

Takkan ada orang faham perasaan ini. Takkan ada orang tahu apa yang ada dalam hati ini. Sedih. Tapi sedih bukan kerana tak ada orang faham dan tahu. Sedih ini kerana aku sendiri tak tahu macam mana nak hadapi semua ni. Entah macam mana aku nak korek semangat. Entah macam  mana aku nak kumpul kekuatan.

Ya Allah, help me get through this. I know this is what you've planned for me. Grant me Your blessings, love, courage and strength.

Perjuangan baru nak bermula. Wajarkah aku menyerah kalah sekarang?